Phase shift?

I was listening to a podcast the other day where on of the hosts talked about phases in life. Today me and my friend Damir have discussed that same subject.

He is leaving on friday back to the city he grew up in. Iam staying here. We discussed how studying in a different city then you grew up in kind of is like a phase in life. “The studyphase” for both me and him it kind of feels like this phase is in make believe land. It isnt really real life. Its just another warm up step until the real world begins. I haven’t finished my degree. I have one little course to finish. But it still feels like this makebelieveland I have spent 3 years in has come to an end. People I have known for 3 years have left for good for the town I have decided to stay in. Its not like Iam alone, but these people have set their own spice and color on my own presence. They have made it feel special and amazing. But everything has to come to an end.

What phase Iam about to go into life I really dont know yet. This youtube thing is starting to evolve into something larger then just a extra circular activity. Iam hoping that Iam gonna be able to do for the rest of my life, I mean maybe not play a game of CoD and do some commentary on it. But maybe I can evolve myself and open some doors to new opportunities. Atleast this is what Iam hoping for. This IS what Iam striving for. And I have recently decided not to give up until I succeed, or in worse case scenario – fail. But I have no intention on failing.

This post was not supposed to be about me. It was supposed to be about all the awesome people I have gotten to know the last years. Now its time for all of us to take the step to the next phase. Maybe for some of us that will be to become the person that works with what we studied in life, maybe its to become a parent or maybe its to become a student in some other field.

Life gets really interesting if you see it in phases. Or levels. I have now gained 100XP and is leveling up to the next level.