Watched it yeasterday…. What an awful movie.
If you liked never back down you will dislike the sequel so much… Sadly enough. I almost knew it was gonna suck but I couldnt help myself. I need to see it 
Awful awful title of this blogpost I know. But this is what I feel today, the heat of the summer son is fading and the fall is on its way in Sweden. I know now how weird this feeling must be to a person that lives in lets say LA. When I was there in February it was freezing cold and I could escape almost two months of the horrible darkness and coldness that holds Sweden with a tight grip every winter.
OMG right now I’m writing like Charlie Seen speaks. Fancy words, metaphors. IM A FIGHTERJET dropping the A bombs, the A bombs in this case being my dystopian words. Because I love summer so much and seeing it now disappear makes me sad.
It also makes me wonder why I live here in the north of Sweden. Cause I have lived here for 23 years it should have come apparent to me that if I hate the cold and the winter that I SHOULDNT live up here.
Allright here comes the contradiction of my blogpost I still like it up here and having the seasons that we have makes me love the spring and the summer so much. To compare it to SeaNanners in LA that very much dislikes the heat and the sun I personally never wanna get that feeling.
Okey I’m sorry for pouring my discontent with the summer being almost to and end with you. But isnt that what socialmedia is for? To make you feel like shit? I promise that my next post will make you smile, at least once!
Or whatever I shall call it.
Right now Iam at dreamhack in Jönköping and which ever way I see it there is a bananainsane amount of people here that know who I’am and watches my videos. Literally I was in chock today when I without over-exaggerating signed about 70 autographs.
I said to one of the guys that wanted to take a picture with me “Holy shit there is a ton of people here to see me”
He instantly replied “Well dude you are famous” (all of this was in swedish of course)
The word famous bounced in my mind for several minutes. Sure its not like I haven’t thought about this before. But I have never seem myself as a famous person and I doubt I will ever do that. A famous person to me is somebody you read about in the tabloids. A person that every move is monitored by the public.
I wouldn’t say no to stardom though. I mean literally my biggest dream is to stand at the bar having a nice cold beer and a hottie with a body starting to hit on my for no apparent reason. And if this stardom can get me that. Then what the hell wouldn’t I get famous.
To think this is something I strive for is not the case. I’am just a dude that loves doing what he does.
But then again – I love attention, I love being creative and hearing people telling me that the stuff I with my own thoughts and mind have created is “awesome” or “inspiring”.
I have always been the guy that whenever or wherever I’am that wants to entertain the entire crowd. I have been the guy in all the classrooms cracking funny jokes. I have always been the dude that just loved speaking in front of my classmates even when I was only 10.
So what I want you, the person reading this to think about. Is the gratefulness I send back to you. You inspire me to keep making videos, vlogs, podcast, songs, tweets and facebooks statuses. And without all the support I’am getting I wouldn’t be anybody in the gaming community. A community I love and have passion for.
To anybody wondering if I do consider myself famous?
Well until that hottie with a body has walked up to me at a club saying “Hey tejbz I love your videos” then I’am will maybe agree to stardom. But until then I’am just a dude that loves his job.
Thanks broflowskis!
I was listening to a podcast the other day where on of the hosts talked about phases in life. Today me and my friend Damir have discussed that same subject.
He is leaving on friday back to the city he grew up in. Iam staying here. We discussed how studying in a different city then you grew up in kind of is like a phase in life. “The studyphase” for both me and him it kind of feels like this phase is in make believe land. It isnt really real life. Its just another warm up step until the real world begins. I haven’t finished my degree. I have one little course to finish. But it still feels like this makebelieveland I have spent 3 years in has come to an end. People I have known for 3 years have left for good for the town I have decided to stay in. Its not like Iam alone, but these people have set their own spice and color on my own presence. They have made it feel special and amazing. But everything has to come to an end.
What phase Iam about to go into life I really dont know yet. This youtube thing is starting to evolve into something larger then just a extra circular activity. Iam hoping that Iam gonna be able to do for the rest of my life, I mean maybe not play a game of CoD and do some commentary on it. But maybe I can evolve myself and open some doors to new opportunities. Atleast this is what Iam hoping for. This IS what Iam striving for. And I have recently decided not to give up until I succeed, or in worse case scenario – fail. But I have no intention on failing.
This post was not supposed to be about me. It was supposed to be about all the awesome people I have gotten to know the last years. Now its time for all of us to take the step to the next phase. Maybe for some of us that will be to become the person that works with what we studied in life, maybe its to become a parent or maybe its to become a student in some other field.
Life gets really interesting if you see it in phases. Or levels. I have now gained 100XP and is leveling up to the next level.
doing laundry right now…. disposable clothes – please somebody invent this
